Relishing the Happiness

28 Jun

These days, it’s not easy to allow ourselves to feel happy. Often, I don’t even recognize when I feel content—I’m so used to feeling incredulity, rage, and fear (usually in that order.) When I do notice that I’m feeling good, my mind immediately tries to shut it down—after all, who am I to feel okay when our democracy is in peril, injustice is rampant, and so many are suffering?

Maybe you can relate to how I find myself in a quandary because I’ve been feeling unusually good lately. Born with a melancholic soul, my mood tends to gravitate toward the bluer hues in life, and I’m very comfortable with the weight of sadness that has perched upon my shoulders for as long as I can remember. Maybe my recent happiness can be attributed to the three miles of walking I’ve been doing each day, or that my garden is in the height of its colorful blooms, or that the weather on the central California coast has been glorious. Now contrast that with all terrible (and I mean terrible) shit that has been hitting the collective fan lately, and you can see why I would be feeling so guilty for feeling happy.

Case in point: in the midst all the traumatic events transpiring in our country, something really wonderful occurred for me personally: I finally had my book signing for my novel, Lost in Oaxaca at Chaucer’s, our local Indy bookstore in Santa Barbara. Now, I ask you, “Who in the world has a book signing a full two years after their book comes out?”  That would be me.

As far as I’m concerned, this event was one of the highlights of my life. It really helped to have a supportive bookstore who worked to keep my book alive during a two-year pandemic. It also helped that the person in charge of events (the wonderful Michael Takeuchi) really loved Lost in Oaxaca, and led the event conversation with engaging and interesting questions. Most importantly though, having a crowd of friends and family who came to show their love and support meant the world to me.

And today I’m happy to report that a brand new book has hit the shelves: Art in the Time of Unbearable Crisis—“a sometimes comforting, sometimes devastating, but universally relatable collection of prose, poetry, and art about living through difficult times like these.” My essay, “The Artistry Within Us” is included. All proceeds from the sale of this book will be donated to the non-profit World Central Kitchen.

I hope that you will consider purchasing this lovely book featuring inspiring essays, poetry and artwork—all by women, and that it will move you and help you to cope during these trying times of strife and suffering. Please consider ordering it from Chaucer’s—let’s support our wonderful local gem of a bookstore!

As I lay Lost in Oaxaca to rest and move on to a new project, I’m thankful that my little book has done quite well for a first-time novelist. I’m going to make a conscious effort to allow myself to relish the happiness I feel for my success.

And I can’t thank you all enough for your support over the years—for reading and commenting on my blog, for purchasing my novel for yourself and your friends—and mostly, for putting up with my constant promotion.

As my very generous gift to you, I promise to stay quiet for a while.

In case you weren’t able to come and want to watch!

6 Responses to “Relishing the Happiness”

  1. Elisabeth June 28, 2022 at 12:47 pm #

    Woohoo! Out of the park, my lovely. xxo

  2. Anna Abbey June 28, 2022 at 1:07 pm #

    Love you, and Chaucer’s!♥️♥️

  3. Janine June 28, 2022 at 1:59 pm #

    Love you Jessica 💗

  4. Bonnie Forman Gerstenfeld June 28, 2022 at 2:07 pm #

    PLEEZ don’t stay quiet! Love your writing 

  5. Melanie Jacobson July 4, 2022 at 9:40 am #

    Such a joyful event, Jessica, so satisfying for us to be able to celebrate another of your great gifts to the world. Your delicious Mexican wedding cookies inspired me to make them for the family this weekend – what we always called ‘butter-ball cookies” growing up. And I’ve added your huarche sandal keepsake to my own key chain. I love that it’s “branded” with your name and the title of the book. You think of everything, don’t you? All very memorable and worthy of savoring. Bask in its warmth your whole life!

    • Allegro non tanto July 4, 2022 at 10:39 am #

      Melanie, it meant so much to me that you and Jim were there! You’ve been such a wonderful support did me all these years! I appreciate you so much!! ❤️

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