No More Explanations

25 Aug

I want to live in a world where I don’t have to explain all the time.

My oldest daughter recently became engaged to the love of her life. We spent a magical weekend up at Bass Lake, where both families gathered to watch the romantic lakeside proposal. When I relay the story to people who don’t know our family well, they ask,

“How did he propose?”

He didn’t. She did. Then I have to explain that my daughter did the proposing, and it was her girlfriend to whom she popped the question. Yes, I explain—my daughter is gay.

There’s usually a quick look of confusion, then recovery. “Oh, how wonderful!” they exclaim, “You must be very happy!”

Of course I’m happy—I’m ecstatic!

I’m elated that my daughter was finally able to show who she was after hiding for most of her life. That she found a partner who is funny, kind, and most importantly, has a wicked sense of humor that fits right into our family. I’m over the moon that my daughter’s fiancée loves and appreciates her in the manner she deserves. I’m thrilled that we live in a community where, for the most part, people accept and support that two women can fall in love and get married.

Nora and Candice after the big moment!

Yes, we’ve come a long way, but there’s so much further to go.

A few years ago, my third daughter, who is a transgender woman, moved to the Bay Area because she didn’t feel completely comfortable living in our community. While we’re more open-minded in general than other parts of the country, acceptance toward transgender folk is not where it should be. She now lives in Oakland, where no one cares which bathroom you use, what you look like under your clothes, or whom you choose to love.

Cece in her glorious rainbow color!

For the most part, it’s my generation and older that always seems to need an explanation. Why does it matter that people have preferred pronouns? Why is it so difficult to honor what people want to be called? My kids don’t care about sexuality or gender; they use “they/them” with ease. Their decision to like (or not like) someone is solely based on who that person is—not how they dress or whom they choose to love.

We need to take a lesson from them.

I’ll start with myself. I’ll let go of feeling obligated to explain everything to others. If you get it, fine. If you don’t, that’s your issue.

It’s so simple, it doesn’t need an explanation. Let people be who they are.

Love is love is love.

That pretty much covers it.

7 Responses to “No More Explanations”

  1. Jacque August 25, 2022 at 12:28 pm #

    Absolutely! Enough said!

  2. Becky August 25, 2022 at 1:11 pm #

    Amen! And congrats to all! 💜💜💜

  3. Michele Abbott August 25, 2022 at 3:40 pm #

    Yes! Agreed and we’ve come a long way. But still our language and thinking defaults to the heteronormative paradigm. Here’s to progress and to people like you, and your kids coming out and flying their flags, so to speak. Thank you for your amazing evolution and unwavering support of us all.

    • Allegro non tanto August 25, 2022 at 10:10 pm #

      And thank you for being our trailblazers! And also for your Hollywood “Inn”! Lol!

  4. Bonnie August 25, 2022 at 11:33 pm #

    Your writing inspires me always. I love and love you and your family!

  5. Elisabeth August 26, 2022 at 7:16 am #

    You, my friend, have the biggest heart on the planet. Keep teaching us how to love unconditionally. xxo

  6. Melanie Jacobson August 30, 2022 at 5:14 pm #


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